Coercing Me To Consider (Again)

I'm still loving this website; MakesMeThink.com.  It really helps get me in a deep-thinking mood in the morning.
Here are my thoughts for today;

Today, the bottles of liquor in our kitchen cupboard are gathering dust. Five years ago my parents almost got divorced because my mom was an abusive alcoholic. MMT

Thought: There's hope.  The very temptation that rips your life apart can someday sit right in front of you and have no effect at all.  You can gain back control of your temptations and make right your life.  It's beautiful. 

Today, when I lifted my sleeve to cut, the sentence, “You are beautiful.” was written in blue ink on my arm over my scars. I fell asleep in the back of the auditorium during drama class at the end of the day. One of my classmates must have written it while I was asleep. It made me smile and I didn’t cut today. MMT 

Thought: Again!  Loving avidly, adamantly, unendingly, outwardly, and Godly can change everything for someone- so why don't we do it constantly?!

Today, I came to the realization that I waste 75% of my life on the Internet. Then, 5 minutes later, I caught myself publishing this insight on my blog. MMT

Thought: This will be the last time I get online today.  Maybe I'll even do a fast from it.

Today, I realized that some of the most interesting and insightful people in my life are the ones who made me think, "What a weirdo…" when I first met them. MMT

Thought: I think I'm that person to others haha

Today, I got a phone call from my grandfather. He's been in a coma for almost a year. Last week the doctors told my family he may never wake up. MMT

Thought: I'm going to call my grandpa.  Because it's beautiful that I can.

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